Next date to survive, December 21 2012
sydneylesseski: The gif omg. Had to reblog.
the world may not have ended today
so i figured my life revolved around this boy,(yeah it one of those posts) but fuck it right? why bother anymore. its pointless. “Leah, you diserve better” nah well anyways. i DONT diserve better. he meant alot but im not getting anywhere with guidance he was the one that i would not throw away my life to drugs and fights for. he was special. i loved waking up thinking wow you know...
fuck you fuck you fuck you!
a whole day of waiting to talk to the boyfriend!...